okay not all out , like on one knee .
but he was serious .
i said yes .
there was no reason to say no .
we been through a lot , bt nothing we can't overcome .
everything we been through is a learning experience .
i was hurt , he was hurt .
but in the end it was hard love .
you gotta go to tha bottom for u get to tha top .
we're still working but WE'RE working .
not me , not him . Us .
im blessed to have someone thats willing to put in effort
and love me enough to wanna make it work & care enough to not just give
up and let it go .
im praying for our relationship and for god to make things right in
everybodies life .
im happy right now .
im no longer in pain .
and that's what means the world to me .
we need our spark back , and it should be lit really soon :)
i don't wanna get to excited , cus that's how u jjinx shit .
but im flattered .
like yea ppl have said will u marry me before , bt i never really
believed them .
i really believed him .
my heart just fluttered and melted lol
i got butterlies & teary eyes .
ima softy .
but fuck it you only live once .
we nt gettin married no time soon lol
bt tha thought of having your better half there next to u thru
everything makes it worth while .
i been there since september 9th 2008 .
its october 22nd , 2009 & im not going anywhere .
by his side is where im happy at .
where my peace of mind is at , he completes me .
everything i need .
i don't need anything from him but his lovee .
but i know he wants to give me so much more .
and i wanna give him the world back .
he makes me happy :)
& you can't take that away from me .
i love you james de`von :)
always & forever .
love always ,
your future wife :)