lovers&&&friends .

* sigh .
sooo ,
the break turnedd into break up :(
yeaa yeaa sad right .
he said he doesnt think he needs to be in a relationship right now
cus he cant give his all and i dont deserve it .
hm . im kinda hurt . cus this relationship
wasssnt supposed to fall apart like this .
smh .
thanks fertile friend **
ugh .
wtf .
w.e he said he just needs me to be his friend right now
bcus he needs me to stay in his lifee .
soo basically we went frm friendss to lovers & back to friendss .
which is soooo weird now . cus we bothhh love each other
bt we keepin it as friends
and its funny cus we still be callinn each other bby n shit
we still act likee were together bt were not .
so i guess it isnt thaaaaat bad . but damn .
ima jus let him grow . and figure out this baby stuff .
i wanna be there for him .
and i wanna be wit him but i guess i gotta do one thing at a time .
at least i still got em right ?
w.e if its nt meant to be then so be it .
not tha first & nt thaa last .