so i figured nows the time for a handy dandy blog .
im stressed .
fenna lose my baby again .
and that's not an option .
so his babys mother is on that "im moving to newyork" thing again .
he can't cahnge her mind , but he don't wanna leave his baby either so
that takes him tooooo NEW YORK .
where does that leave me?
in fucking california .
no friends . and now no boyf !?
heeeeelll no .
i came to the decision , im going where he goes .
why let it all go ?
he doesn't wanna leave me and i don't wanna leave him .
im 21 , im old enough to make my own choices .
i don't have anything out here in cali , besides fam .
that's jus like if woulda went to skool outta state .
so we talked and he agreed that ill go to newyork too .
why throw away our love and everything we been thru ?
i think its beyond fucked up how inconsiderate his bm is being towards
his life . but she's not winninn lol .
he's gonna go where his baby goes . and im gonna go where my baby goes
he proposed , and when he sticks that ring on my finger im good .
im good and i don't have a ring . bt fuck tha ring .
im in love with his ♥ and mind .
school i can transfer . ill figure it out .
i always wondered what livin in ny would be like bt i never thought it
would come true lol .
nothings set in stone yet tho , so idk what might happen over tha next
few weeks .
but for all my blogger fam that doeeees live or been to NY can i get
some tips or feedback on what's impt to know ? or what's good community
colleges (im poor lol) , and the best places to work ?
this is some movie type shit lol . fuck my car , i guess we'll be on tha
subway lmao . cus i dnt think its gonna make it across country :-/ .
i hope she doesn't move to ny , but she been wantin this for awhile so i
know she's nt gonna change her mind .
and his son is his world so who am i to try to keep him with me and not
his baby .
best solution ?
follow my heart . cus he has it .
advice pleaseeee .
be back sooner than later .
1 year ago