:)

im happy right now lol , like all smiles and it feels soo good bt im
scared to enjoy this bc something never fails to snatch it all away . im
jst trying to enjoy this for what its worth. no thinking or wondering bc
the minute you start trying to come up with ways to keep that happiness
is the same minute it ends. but im happy right now. i cnt figure out
what's stronger my heart or my mind bc my heart can feel so complete
when it was jst so broken ...or maybe my mind jst believes what it wants
and convinces my heart to follow . eitherr wayyyyyyy lol. i cnt trust my
heart or my mind right now, i can only trust how i feel...and when it
feels right even though i know its wrong...i know that's a sign i need
it ....i think .