salty face pt two .

why is that people ALWAYS believe lies , bt NEVER believe the truth ?
my face is stillwet && the bottom of my shirt is wet from wiping away tears && snot .
they wont stop falling .
im soo just hurt right now .
everything always goes wrong .
its another one of our downs .
and its inevitable .
we've had suchaa bomb two weeks .
good days && more memories .
everytime i feel like we gwt closer , && he says something that makes me feel like we'll be together forever .
everything falls apart .
and its all my fault .
he said he no longer trusts me .
and im lying cus i said im not worried about tht other nigga bt i was asking about him .
okay .
i see what hes saying , it is contradicting .
BUT i REALLY REALLY do NOT GAF about tht other nigga !
i swear to yall on my grandma RIP !
i was jus being curious , wondering about where he was .
i guess that was being concerned .
bt i still DC !
now that ONE curious question jus ruined evrything .
curiousity killed the cat .
i ask too many questions .
&& if i wasnt wondering asking questions about dumb shit idc about i wouldnt even be dealing wit this shit .
now whos hurt and crying in the end ??
ME ! as always .
i swear .
i know most people be like just let it go , move on , its not meant to be , blah blah blah .
IDGAF about none of that !
i LOVE MY BF .
likee a LOVE yall prolly never even felt before .
ive never felt this strongly about anybody .
i dont need anybody ,
bt i NEED HIM .
he needs to be a part of my life .
he completess my sanity .
he completes my heart .
my name starts with A and his with Z .
thats a END to a BEGINNING ,
he finishes me .
i need his lovee && as many opinions you guys have idgaf
cus yall not me && yall dont feel how i feel .
i wish he would stop being so stubborn to the things he knows
&& stop running with this dumb assumption .
i DONT WANT NOBODY BT HIM .
noooobody .
yu can put anybody in front of me && i would pick my bf .
im soo fckin loyal .
i just wish he saw that .
he seen it before bt now that he doesnt trust me
hes doubting me .
i just dont know what to do anymore .
how do you prove something to someone that cant see ?
and its not like he never sees , he just dont wanna see .
i feel like part of me just died .
im tryna revive it .