. . . bt im too tireddddddd .
well thatss what it all comes down to .
everybody has there fed up point .
i think i finally reachedd it =/
yuu cann keep trying && trying
bt then when yuu realize your the o n l y one trying ,
time to let it go .
this is the time to see if everything you && your lover once told each other
about loving && caring about each other , && not being able to live without one another
was actually true to heart .
i was told everything in the book ,
bt im starting to think i was lied to . . .
whyy am i not surprisedd ? lol .
men : liars . cheaters . deceivers . heartbreakers .
good oness too !
i aint even mad . i dont even care anymore .
no , wait .
i still care about him .
im just over the bullshit .
when your in lovee you only see what you want to , not always what you NEED to .
i forgive him tho .
he was my first love .
even if his half was a lie .
he made me feel like no other man has ever made me feel before
&& ill always love him for that .
[ to you : ]
you hold a special place in my heart .
bt i realize your still young , you still wanna explore . . .
i just cant sit around while you do .
im strong enough to let you go this time .
i dont want to . bt i cant keep being the only one trying to save our love .
some part of me wants you to come back just to at least say ily .
just to say i really did mean something to you . cus your actions say i dont .
lol . pridee . smh .
i jus wishh you fought to save our love one time .
bt i doubt you will .
too many btchhes tell yuu they lovee you .
they dont lovee you like i lovee you .
never could & never will .
you know that bt i think your just willing to take tht loss .
&& t h a t breaks my heart .
ill livee tho .
im stronger now .
i hopee you find happiness && prosper if yu do choose to walk away .
find me in your future .
i love you .