futuree - heree i comeeee :]

so basically for the lass 5 hourss i jus been sitting && researching careers && schools trying to figure out the path i wanna take , thats both fulfilling to my education and easy on my pockets cus i DONT intend on havingg thousandss of dollars worth of debt . && even tho they say youu gotta invest to get it back . im not guaranteed success in my futuree so tryna figure out how to pay 90,000 dollas for a education in art school isnt gonna work for me . so lemme fill yall in . . .

my first lovee in lifee [besideess my bbydddy :)] is f a s h i o n .
like any typical person my age , im obsessed with colors , clothes , shoes , accessories , ect .
im interested in anything && everything tht relates to fashion including writing && photography . but my main goal is to eventually open my own boutique in the la area :]

&& this is something ive put alooooot of thought process in .
so , ever since my dad wouldnt let me go to fidm [fashion institute of design & merchandising] when i first graduated hs back in 06 . ivee been going back n forth between a career in fashion or something else . bt i figure i might as well do what i love && pursue fashionn .
i was gonna go to csu-northridge cus they have a good fahion program buuut, i fucked tht off in 07 . so thenn i was gonna jus go to comm college then transfer bt i kept makin all these excuses , mostly the fact i need a job in order to pay for it , which isnt really tht far from the truth =]

sooo thenn , after my mom decided she wanted to move to arizona , earlier this year , i REFUSE to movee outta cali . so based on the fact , i d have noowhere to stay in southern california where i wanna stay i decided to apply to a csu again , so i could live on campus and wouldnt have to move . i chose csu - dominguez hills b/c it was still accepting apps when i was trying to apply for this fall . bt it doesnt even have my major so , im likee . . do i REALLY wanna go there jus to pay for general education when i could jus go to comm college then transfer to a better qualified college for my B.A or B.S . . my answer -- hell nahh .

sooooo nowwww , im thinking i wanna go to a community college in the la area .
preferably - cerritos in norwalk ; el camino in torrance ; or long beach city in lb .
sincee they all have my fashion major && are affordable .

your next question is where tf you gonna stay ? lol .
so sincee i can find a affordable studio for under $700 , utilities inc .
im considering saving up after i find a job so tht i can move to la or lb .

this is a bit muchh .
but i know i can do it if i really want .

the things i have to accomplish beeforee i can even put this plan into effect ??

- find a job to start my savings ; possibly transferable for when i move .
- get my l's && a car . =/ yeaa i knoww lol .

&& in realityy thosee thingss arent THAT hard to obtain if im working hard .
soo i figuree , ima get those out the way .
try to find either another job in the la area or transfer locations .
findd a affordable apt for my income .
then enroll in the nearest comm college .
earn my A.A or A.S . thenn transfer to a CSU [maybe ] .

**sighh .
lol . i figure this is a cool master plan . im jus hoping i dont change my plans again
cus i have an addiction with constantly changing shit .
&& even tho they say change is good .
im ALWAYS changing shit . [as im sure yall noticed i change my page like every week or so ].

i jus need to knock off step one of finding me a job , which i been stayin on top of latelyy .
so hopeeefully it payss off .
my momss not moving til the end of the year /beg of next year so i got that long to put this into effect .
wishh me luuuck ! shit my black ass gon need it ! lol .