im tiredd .

why does life feel like a never ending nightmare ?
why does everything i want , still nt exist for me ?
why does it feel like every choice i make is wrong .
i like don't gaf about life anymore .
i can't even cry cus all tha emotion gets stuck n my throat .
my happiness is always limited .
im still always more mad than i am happy .
im dissatisfied with life . this isn't how i pictured it .
i don't even want it anymore .