i can't even express wtf is goin on .
i don't even wanna tlk about it .
everything i tlk about is sad .
i can't ever talk about a happy moment .
like how tf did i get this sad .
idk whts whts right and wrong anymore .
what feels wrong is right .
and what feels right is wrong .
tears can never fix tha situation , never take away tha pain , never
make shit better .
i feel like im losing myself .
im so down , i have no feeling .
you know i got into a fight wit a btchh today and if someone handed me a
gun i woulda shot tht btchh with no remorse .
and THAT scares tf outta me .
i should and did have more heart than that .
i hurt people because im in pain and thts wrong
like when does life get better for angelica as a whole .?
fuck pieces of my life .
i wanna really be happy .
im bout to end up in a fckn psych ward by myself soon if shit dnt change
. i really feel like im jus . . .
whatever . that's how i feel .
goodnight on that note .