17.5.09

& it workeddd ! :)

soo on that notee ;

*thankss tuhhwinn ! ilyy mamas :)

noww , lets catch upp !
sooo , i`ve missedd youu guyss soooooooo muchh .
evenn tho we don`t talk likee conversationally , i look forward to yall
cmmnts n feedback & i miss it .
soo , in tha meanwhilee sincee i couldnt follow or post whilee my cpu
been dead . ive been following my most favoritest funniest blogs ! [no
offense to anyone , ily all ]
but thosee would includee :

- bothh of dizzy`s blogs [ilypunk :)]
- drawer of intimacies .
- the makings of me! [imyy lovee !]
- it doesnt hurt to smile .
- the REAL [toyy]*$tory .
- . . .yup , simone be talkin shit .
- you know you dead azz wrong .
- FCUK H0LLYW00D .
& - a hit of caramel cocaine .

mann , yall been my lifesaverss ! keepingg me laughing & entertainedd .
keep it upp ! :)

now on to meeeee ,

im single :)

boo hoo hoo . yea , w.e . im enjoying it . me & my ex still havee tha
best relationshipp EVER we don`t even feel like we`re brokenn up . but
we aree , & i enjoyy tha way it is . it`s like a separationn in a
marriagee . we still havee plans for tha futuree , things just aren`t
perfect right noww . whether things turn out thaa way we plan , mmm ,
onlyy timee will tell . . .

til thenn . im content .

i had anoother bf for likee 4 dayss . he asked & i accepted . buut , im
not over himm ^^ soo , it just wasnt right , thaa right timingg . && i
feel horrible cus i know how he feels about me & i just keep hurting him
. but NOT intentionally ! it`s just . . .not time for me to leave thaa
love of my lifee . :-/

moving on . . .

my loser ass is STILL unemployedd >:o !
but im on my grindd . i gotta wakee up in thaa morninn to go fill out
some apps . my mom brought it too my attentionn that G0D onlyy HELPS
thosee that help THEMSELF . && i admit , even tho i haveee been looking
for a job . i haveeee been a lil lazy about tha situationn . i know i
havent given it my full potential , so maybe if i try harder , he`ll
helpp me :)

ahh , i need jesus . right now .
im single . i have no job . & i don`t start skoo til this fall .
as of right now , all tha time i possess i commit to bettering myself &
bringing me back to wheree i needa be . cus on some sadd ass serious
shit . i was doinn better when i was 18 versus now & im bout to be 21 in
5 months :-/ lol , saaad but truee .

thats lifee tho . sometimess i wanna givee up . but fuck it . im too
cutee for that shit , i gotta see myself in 10 years wtf . i gotta get
married n havee kids ! have a housee & a dog ! ** me && bbyddy already
planned it out , lmaoo . i jus need a lil timee to get back on my feet
& get ma shit together . im determinedd . so i can do anything i put my
mind to :)

soo , on that noteee .
for everyone goinn thru similar shit as mee .
keep yo head highh && keep it pushhinn ,
good things comee w. timee :)
ilyyy ! leavee me comments !

4 comments:

Qu33n Kam... said...

im glad to see ur back i love ur blog..ur blog among others is the reason I started one! Basically cuz ur love life is very mirror to mine. But its a day to day process and u will figure it out.

&& i didn't know u can post from ur phone..ima have to get into that...

&& don't feel bad im unemployed too =/ im broke as hell lolz and i had 3 jobs when I was 18 so i iknow how u feel

keep ya head up jellie it all will work out

Miss.Fortune said...

why do we always end up n the same damn situations..sorta kinda..lol

ok ok..
im single..loving someone but single but loving that title because its fun accepting attention from others..free meals and shit!
lmao...

its grinding season..u'll have a job by um...next month..
ur on the right track tho!

"but fuck it . im too
cutee for that shit "
thats my shit..i say it allll the time..(damn libras lol)

btw..i feel all special and shit.. love youuuuu

p.s. if i say shit one more time..
shit..

whiteskinpoppin. said...

good luck on getting a job missy!

p[L]e[0]a[V]c[E] . said...

4 days .
thats gotta be a record ! lol .