love. love. love. love. love.
thats;z all i ever think about.
my wholee lifee...all ive ever wantedd was to bee headd over heels;z in lovee withh someonee.
to experiencee mutual lovee to its;z full extent.
&&throuqhout myy lifee i'vee come to the conclusionn that ivee simplyy been
--lookinq for lovee in all the wronq places;z.
that isss..until i met [himm].
i never met anyonee likee himm. ever. literally.
he just walkedd into my lifee outta nowheree.
&&basically snatchedd my heart out my damnn chest.
--q o n e e e.
everythinq about him was perfectionn to me.
&&sheit. everyone knows;z that perfection is nonexistent.
but to mee his imperfections were overshadowed byy all his qood qualities.
ive never, ever, evr, evr, evrrrrrrrr.
been sooo. just infatuatedd with someone.
likee i put myy full attention, time, effort, love, emotion, e v r y t h i n q!
into this relationship...just qavee myself away not evenn thinkinq twicee
about puttinq upp a quard to protect myy heart.
just beinq completely oblivious to the fact if i put all my lovee into this
if anythinq went wronq......id fall flat on myy ass.
&&loww && beholdd what happens;z??????
thinqs;z chanqee out of nowheree.
&& i becomee the personn he loves;z soooo muchh but can no lonqer withstand...
brinqinq myy wholee worldd to justt crashhh &&burnnnnnnn the fuck upp.
i meann i cann tryy && tryy && tryy but likee...
what cann i do if hiss lovee isnt where it usedd to be???
ive criedd soooooooooooo many fuckinn tears;z over this.
&&likee i still cant understandd what the fuck went wronq : /
he;s myy first reall lovee.
ill never stopp lovinq himm.
never stopp carinq about himm.
ill stillll kill &&/orr diee for thiss mann.
&& as muchh as yuu miqht think....
"ohh yyuu hatee him" or "ohhh yer stupidd..."
no one will ever understandd the extent that i lovee himm becausee they not me or himm.
how do yuu let qo of somethinq that makes;z yer lifee uhh billion times;z better????