lettinqGO_x.

--what is it that makes;z uss....keep tryinq??

likee....whenn the samee shxt keeps;z happeninq over &&over aqainn. what persuades;z uss to think that it'll chanqee???

is it the trust wee havee for that personn?

the lovee?

hopee??

mann.

sometimes;z havinq hopee leaves;z yuu in disappointment.

perseverencee useless.

i keep tryinq to comee upp withh a resolutionn to this onee issuee.

&&as closee as i qet is nowheree near wheree i wanna be......

i keep beinq persuadedd to tryy.

&&mee on myy ownn wants;z too tryyy moree thann anythinq in the worldd.

but im startinq to feel likee its imposssiblee to qet theree.

--its;z tearinq me downn.

&&breakinq myy heart.

i feel foolishh.

is it mee. or is it not meant to bee?

idk.

idc.

everyday is somethinq neww.

its eitherr a step forwardd or a stepp back.

i feel likee steppinq off.

all my hopee is just depletinq.

dayy byy dayy.

im an emotional wreck.

whyy tryy if no one elsee is.

i need relief : /

mann.

i still want theseee >:O

: D

soo im jus layinn downn lass nitee, watchinq music videos && quess who comes;z onn...

mah bbyddy weezyy && bobby v :]

oohhh yeaaaaaa!
lol.
soo the videoo storyy linee couldaa been better....
but weezyy soo muhhfcknn B O M B B B!
especially withh hiss newest additions;z [lip &&eyebrow piercinqs]
mannnnnnnnnn.
i woulda rockedd hiss worldd in them handcuffs! :-X

hahahahahhaaaa.
anywhoo. check it out......



bye!

myy niqquh G-O-D :]

:]

theres;z no onee i lovee moree thann qodd.
yuu talk too himm. &&hee qives;z yuu what yuu prayy for.
indeed.

he blesses;z me everydayy.
iff yuu prayy he miqht bless yuu too.
lordd knows;z a l o t of yall need himm!

lmao!

shooooot.

real shit.
yuu need himm in your lifee :]

lOVEE=kARMAAA.

--lifees;z funny yahh knoo. likee for the lonqest i just wantedd to bee lovedd. &&i'vee hadd nothinqq but lovee for other peoplee. &&youu knoww how they say what qoes;z aroundd; comes;z aroundd??

all my lovee camee back. :)

latelyy everyones;z been tellinq me they "lovee me" && likee whether its likee 'inn lovee' lovee or just 'lovee for' .......

i neverr kneww i was so loveablee. likeee this is amazinq but saddd. cuz i cant satisfy everyones;z interest. i lovee these peoplee back
--reqardless.

but im onlyy IN lovee with ONEE.
i can onlyy FOCUS on ONEE.
i can onlyy qive MY ALL to ONEE.
&&everyone knows;z who that ONE is.

evenn thouqhh we qo throuqhh our ups;z &&downs;z....thats;z myy heart. hes;z onn a level that cant evenn bee reachedd byy ANYONE [.that isnt himm.] && not sayinq hes;z b e t t e r than anyonee but......
hes;z my everythinq. myy other half. perfectionn embodied. i wouldnt tradee himm for the worldd :/

--idk. this iss just qettinq too complexx for me.
i lovee everyonee. but im matchedd. set. && satisfiedd.

CHECKbbyOUT.xx.

soo i peepedd her looooonqq timee aqo whenn she was in tht outkast "morris brown" sonq, cuz that was myy shxt. lol. but check her out. names;z janelle monae. siqnedd to bad boy wit diddy rudee ass. but shee different, qot her own stylee. && reminds;z me of princee or andre 300o && yuu knoww thts mahh niqquh!! lmaoo.

listenn to her shee tiiqht doe :)

whennLOVEbecomesHATE.

WOWWWW.

thats;z all i can fuckinn sayy ritee now. im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

WTF!!!!!!!!

theyy sayy be careful what yuu look for cuz yuu just miqht findd it.
smhh.
yeaa. i foundd it.
i found the truthh.

everythinq beforee no lonqer matters;z. i consider it lies.

I FUCKIN HATEEE LIAAAARRSSSSSSSSSSS > : O

yall cant evenn feeeel mee doe. im sooooooo madd ritee now. likeee. mannnnn. i just need to typee to relievee all this anqer. i dont know what to believe anymoree. i thouqht i was coo. i thouqht i was.....mann. idc. idc. idc. idc. idc. i can no lonqer caree. im just fedd up too the fullest.

i hateeeeee yuu. sooooo muchhhhh riteeee nowwwww. mannn. i wanna qo mtfckn crazyy cuhh.
likee qoo shoot a feww rounds;z err somnn. real shit. this confirms it. i fcknn hatee people.
i trust NOBODY. i dont believe SHIT outta anybodies mouthh. fuck everyone. ill bee my ownn fuckin lover && friend. cuz peoplee are just a disappointment. im tiredd of beinq honest && lovinq, && qivinq, && i qet playedd for the fuckinn fool >:O

qot mee fuckedd up on sooo manyy levels.
im bashNN everymtfcknnbody!!!! yuu qotta problemm. holler at me.
i aint qivin uhh fuck.
&&thats on my mtfcknn qranny r i p.

try me.

lMAOOOO this niqquhh!

i seen thiss ishh lass nitee hadd me rollinnnnn!
if yuu dont wanna watchh the wholee thinq fast forward to 2:10.
the kitchenn scene is comedyyy.

qETOVERyOURSElF..

--lmaoo. woooowwww. peoplee thesee days;z. theyy simplyy amazee mee. likee on somee real shxt thoo. everyonee qet soo cauqht upp in labels;z && theyree own personal fantasyy thann the actual REALITY of thinqs;z. for examplee.....

--qoon/ qoblinn; ect.:: yahhhh. what?? aree thesee niqquhs;z serious tho?? i havee yet to see anybodyy thats;z actually DOIN somee real ruthless ass shxt. thesee niqquhs;z is all talk && no walk. niqquhs;z aint bout shit but tryna out do the NEXT niqquh. smhh. neeexxxxxxxttt!

--mackinn; ::bxtches;z think they a c t u a l l y bee mackinn niqquhs;z thesee days;z. lets;z takee uh moment to ponder............................................................umm no. how is yuu mackinn niqquhs;z if yuu fxckinn all the dudes yuu mackinn??? thats no lonqerr mackinn. think about it.

--ballinn; :: waaaaaaait waaaait. okayy. now moneyy is everyones;z main objectivee. without a doubt. but all these ppl talkinn likee theyy qot moneyy out thee ass.??? yahhh. no. yall mayy havee cash flow. but half yall niqquhs spendinn mommy &&daddys;z cashhh. wheres;z the braqqinq in that?? that isnt a hustle. wtf. &&that brinqs;z mee to that word....

--hustlinn; :: qett theee fuckk outta here. everyones "hustlinn" smhh. woooowww. if yuu aint on yo p's && q'z everydayy tryna qet moneyy byy any means necessaryy...yo ass AINT hustlinn. howw the fuckk yuu sit onn yo ass all dayy askinn somebodyy elsee fer $$$ thenn yuu hustlinn?? ahahahaa.
ohhh kayyy..

im lauqhinn at yall. likee really. peoplee amuse mee.
&&btw.
i dont usee any of thesee terms;z so yess i can talk all the shxt i want about the ppl who do.
im nooo hypocritee :)

suckas;z =P

k e r i HiLSONN.

--hass myy votee HANDS;Z DOWNN. thee bxtchh is badd. [no homo]. but seriouslyy. shes;z pretty. shes;z flyy. she can actually sinq. i relatee to alll her damnn sonqs;z. rihanna titee; but i respect HER freshh :)